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A. Jolitz
Born December 19th, 1991 (17 years old)

I know a lot about nothing important.
I'm quiet and it takes a bit of prodding for me to talk. I don't bite though. I could talk for hours if you mention video games, cartoons, etc. I play a lot of video games, as a way to have fun and relieve stress.
I'm also very introverted, I spend most of my time alone but I enjoy it.
I am appreciative of all kinds of art, but I will always have a love for cartoons.


To bring Myrren my noble steed out of stasis, to have the Kasselgard pull down my armor and polish it. Then to mix the metaphor, as if Cap Picard pronounce
"Engage"

Rest in Peace, Dad
Charles A. Jolitz
May 13, 1948 - October 18, 2009
-Your Stormy Child

Devious Info

  • Interests: drawing, furries, anime, art of all kinds
  • Favourite artist: http://conceptart.org
  • Favourite style of art: fantasy
  • Shell of choice: koopa
  • Favourite game: Super Smash Bros.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo 64/Gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: Fox McCloud
  • Tools of the Trade: Photoshop, Flash MX

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Wed Nov 18, 2009, 9:29 PM
It's been a weird month since my dad passed away. I find myself struggling to draw and to even do the things I love. I just feel like everything's useless. I find myself saying every morning that I don't want to go to school - but I force myself to. The only thing I look forward to is sleeping it seems now. Sometimes I want to sleep and not wake up. My friends have been supportive, so I'm thankful for that.

I had a dream that he was alive and said 'death isn't so permanent!' while holding his own urn.
These dreams are torturing me.

I keep telling myself no no no, this didn't happen. It's not real. No. The 'whys' and 'what ifs' are killing me. I'm generally angry at life whenever I think about it. I curse. I want to break stuff, I want to get into a fight. My dad was hospitalized many many times when I was growing up. All those times of constant worrying - taking care of him some two odd years ago. The narcotics and alcoholism, combined was a disaster. And it kept getting worse no matter how many times my dad said he would quit. It finally caught up with him. I lost the closest person to me.

The pain just comes in waves now. I can't imagine what my grandparents must feel.

My LJ-
[link]

  • Mood: Depressed

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:iconbutterscotch-llama:
i featured a deviation of yours in my journal :D hope you dont mind! :heart: : [link]

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thanks for the watch :)
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Hai thar :hug: ---> [link]

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thanks so much for the watch :thanks: terrific artwork you have :aww:

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thanks for the recent favourite on my sculpture!
take care...drive safely

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:) You were featured in my Charity Meme -> [link]

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